dilema

oh man.im so in dilemma ryte now.
whether i should just let u go or just keep holding on.
ive tried but sometimes it didn't work out.
im not stupid.im not blind.so please show me somethng.
somethg clear so that i cn understnad clearly whts going on.
ive closed my heart for all guys.its just fr u.
u don't know wht am i dealing wth.
just tell me if u have someone.
at least.i can heal myself now.i can change my mind.set it up back.
and go on wth my life.
so pls.don't let me find my own way:)