haha.baru aku sedar,dania dulu memang x berubah.i still love to melaram smpai skrg:)
AND I DO MISS THE KIDDIES'S MOMENT:(
About Me
Sunday, April 25, 2010
a long time ago
haha.baru aku sedar,dania dulu memang x berubah.i still love to melaram smpai skrg:)
AND I DO MISS THE KIDDIES'S MOMENT:(
specially for Mr AJ
entry kata ni its about a guy yang aku rasa mcm dah x tahan dah.haha.
so rasa mcm nk tulis pasal dia.ahaha
tp sah2 la u x baca pun kan.so lagi bgus.haha
okay,listen.frst and foremost,obv u tahu kan i tolak u.i mean common la.
i bukan nk jadi bini org lagi la.u pun tahu i ni bru 18.x sampai pun lgi.
u tu dah nak masuk 25.thnk rationally lah sket cik abg.
since the day i pg gym and u train me i just anggap u mcm abg i je
seriously.ye lah kan i don have brothers,so mmg terasa la u mcm abg i.
like baik and i rasa cmfort ada dlm gym tu:)
but somehow bila u text me and stuff mntak couple,its kinda weird.bru 2 hari knl nk further relation.haish.so notla kan.x masuk akal.org GILA je terima u tahu x?
but then its been a long time u didnt text me or even tgur i dkat gym
so i guess uve found smone else lah kan.x pun tersngakut kat minah jongang yang sexy tu kan.menggedik sana sini.haha.i pun igt okaylah.dah x payah nk fikir pasal u lagi kan.but bila membership i dah expired and i dah x dtg gym.story ni dtg balek.ADUH!
masalah lagi.u igt i apa?igt u boleh dapat i la dgn mintak tolong my cousin tu.u igt diaorg boleh tlong.common la.kita ni kalau berjalan mcm abg dgn adik tahu.haha
nk mintak kluar berdua je jgn harap la i nak.takut aku.ahha.u pls la.u x nmpk ke the way i treat u.u boleh cri ramai lagi permpuan.u dah la kaya u have evrythg.tp jgnlah sbb tu u igt u senang2 boleh dptkan i.u crilah perempuan tuk buat bini skrg,but obv its not me.satu gym tu dah taw.i x kan pg stu lagi lah kan.NOW AND FOREVER,i still anggap u mcm abang i:)
sincerely,
dania
so rasa mcm nk tulis pasal dia.ahaha
tp sah2 la u x baca pun kan.so lagi bgus.haha
okay,listen.frst and foremost,obv u tahu kan i tolak u.i mean common la.
i bukan nk jadi bini org lagi la.u pun tahu i ni bru 18.x sampai pun lgi.
u tu dah nak masuk 25.thnk rationally lah sket cik abg.
since the day i pg gym and u train me i just anggap u mcm abg i je
seriously.ye lah kan i don have brothers,so mmg terasa la u mcm abg i.
like baik and i rasa cmfort ada dlm gym tu:)
but somehow bila u text me and stuff mntak couple,its kinda weird.bru 2 hari knl nk further relation.haish.so notla kan.x masuk akal.org GILA je terima u tahu x?
but then its been a long time u didnt text me or even tgur i dkat gym
so i guess uve found smone else lah kan.x pun tersngakut kat minah jongang yang sexy tu kan.menggedik sana sini.haha.i pun igt okaylah.dah x payah nk fikir pasal u lagi kan.but bila membership i dah expired and i dah x dtg gym.story ni dtg balek.ADUH!
masalah lagi.u igt i apa?igt u boleh dapat i la dgn mintak tolong my cousin tu.u igt diaorg boleh tlong.common la.kita ni kalau berjalan mcm abg dgn adik tahu.haha
nk mintak kluar berdua je jgn harap la i nak.takut aku.ahha.u pls la.u x nmpk ke the way i treat u.u boleh cri ramai lagi permpuan.u dah la kaya u have evrythg.tp jgnlah sbb tu u igt u senang2 boleh dptkan i.u crilah perempuan tuk buat bini skrg,but obv its not me.satu gym tu dah taw.i x kan pg stu lagi lah kan.NOW AND FOREVER,i still anggap u mcm abang i:)
sincerely,
dania
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
bertudung
aku tahu aku x pakai tudung,
i know im not a good muslimah.but aku x lah jahil
aku x lah bodoh agama sgt.jadi jangan judge aku only sbb aku x pakai tdung
kau ckp aku sexy?er.aku rasa aku x lah sexy pun.x de la aku pakai skirt ke apa ke?
baju sleeveless mcm tu je mmg x la.
tp apasl kau ckp aku sexy,kalau kau x suka,x payah pandang.
aku x mntak pun.bila kau ckp mcm tu.aku terima nasihat bila kau suruh aku pakai tudung,
aku dgr kan.tp bila dah mcm laen je bunyi kau aku bengang la.
aku tahu la weh.aku dah ckp byk kali dkat kau kan.
and if x nk kawan or malu kawan dgn aku just ckp la.aku x heran la hilang kau.
so kau igt kau baek sgt la flirt sana sini?
aku yg dengar pun meloyakan kut.dah ah kau crita dkat kaum sejenis yg kau maenkan.
apa2 ah.dah elok2 aku kawan ngn kau.kau buat hal kan.
mmg x la akunk berbaik dgn kau blik.and aku terima la sorry kau yg berapa byk tu
tp nak kawan balik dgn kau aku pikir lah beratus kali,kalau kau rasa kau bagus sgt.kau doakan la aku pakai tudung.bukan dgn cara apa yg kau buat dkat aku.paksa2.aku tahu la,aku x BODOH!dan aku harap kau x payah la nk cntct aku lgi eh sbb aku dah x heran.aku dah x peduli la.so bye
i know im not a good muslimah.but aku x lah jahil
aku x lah bodoh agama sgt.jadi jangan judge aku only sbb aku x pakai tdung
kau ckp aku sexy?er.aku rasa aku x lah sexy pun.x de la aku pakai skirt ke apa ke?
baju sleeveless mcm tu je mmg x la.
tp apasl kau ckp aku sexy,kalau kau x suka,x payah pandang.
aku x mntak pun.bila kau ckp mcm tu.aku terima nasihat bila kau suruh aku pakai tudung,
aku dgr kan.tp bila dah mcm laen je bunyi kau aku bengang la.
aku tahu la weh.aku dah ckp byk kali dkat kau kan.
and if x nk kawan or malu kawan dgn aku just ckp la.aku x heran la hilang kau.
so kau igt kau baek sgt la flirt sana sini?
aku yg dengar pun meloyakan kut.dah ah kau crita dkat kaum sejenis yg kau maenkan.
apa2 ah.dah elok2 aku kawan ngn kau.kau buat hal kan.
mmg x la akunk berbaik dgn kau blik.and aku terima la sorry kau yg berapa byk tu
tp nak kawan balik dgn kau aku pikir lah beratus kali,kalau kau rasa kau bagus sgt.kau doakan la aku pakai tudung.bukan dgn cara apa yg kau buat dkat aku.paksa2.aku tahu la,aku x BODOH!dan aku harap kau x payah la nk cntct aku lgi eh sbb aku dah x heran.aku dah x peduli la.so bye
goodbye
i feel like expressing something.but im not sure about what
the fight between aku dgn mak aku buat aku tak tenang.
haish.aku dah mintak maaf okay?now dah okay dah.
but yeah lately kita selalu gaduh.idk why.
apa x kena dgn aku?tp theres part of her advice yg buat aku terfikir beribu kali.
betul ke at the end,aku xkan ada sesiapa?btul ke evryone would leave me?
and should i say no to "hye" because somehow it will lead to a goodbye?
aku jadi takut.aku jadi fobia.aku jadi takut untuk nak tahu masa depan.
and apa adik aku ckp semua btul.aku pun x percaya betapa jahatnya aku,angkuhnya aku di mata mereka.aku jadi lalai leka,aku x patut buat semua tu.
they miss the old "along":(but wht's wrong with the along yg skrg?
aku jadi buntu.fikiran aku x tenteram.aku rasa mcm nk humban diri dalam laut so that evryone x rasa susah lagi dgn aku.aku x tahu apa perasaan aku skrg.im totally blind.
bila my mum ckp we only have each other aku jadi sgt sayu.i know its perit.
we dont have anybody except family yg always be there kan?they are so kind,they appreciate us:)so,ive realized no matter beribu kawan yg ada pun.at the end,they will leave me,for that aku kena build the wall dlm diri to not crying or regreting anythg when thgs macmni happened.ive also made a promise to not fall in love so easy because i dont want to get hurt.all this while,aku terlampau senang fall in love that sometimes mereka sgt senang memijak.so from now onwards,u will see a new DANIA,apa yg orang nampak x semesti sama dgn apa dalam hati aku.so lantak lah apa kau orang nk ckp sbb aku tahu siapa diri aku.and aku rasa aku dah mula belajar untuk menjadi keras hati:)its bad but somehow its good.being dania is not easy.haha.
poyo lah pulak.banyak responsiblity but sometimes aku yang terlepas pandang.hrm.so u guys yang baca ni.i know blog aku banyak cerita pasal kesedihan and stuffs,tp only dkat sni la aku dpt luahkan apa yg aku rasa sejujurnya,thnkk for whom yang concern:)
the fight between aku dgn mak aku buat aku tak tenang.
haish.aku dah mintak maaf okay?now dah okay dah.
but yeah lately kita selalu gaduh.idk why.
apa x kena dgn aku?tp theres part of her advice yg buat aku terfikir beribu kali.
betul ke at the end,aku xkan ada sesiapa?btul ke evryone would leave me?
and should i say no to "hye" because somehow it will lead to a goodbye?
aku jadi takut.aku jadi fobia.aku jadi takut untuk nak tahu masa depan.
and apa adik aku ckp semua btul.aku pun x percaya betapa jahatnya aku,angkuhnya aku di mata mereka.aku jadi lalai leka,aku x patut buat semua tu.
they miss the old "along":(but wht's wrong with the along yg skrg?
aku jadi buntu.fikiran aku x tenteram.aku rasa mcm nk humban diri dalam laut so that evryone x rasa susah lagi dgn aku.aku x tahu apa perasaan aku skrg.im totally blind.
bila my mum ckp we only have each other aku jadi sgt sayu.i know its perit.
we dont have anybody except family yg always be there kan?they are so kind,they appreciate us:)so,ive realized no matter beribu kawan yg ada pun.at the end,they will leave me,for that aku kena build the wall dlm diri to not crying or regreting anythg when thgs macmni happened.ive also made a promise to not fall in love so easy because i dont want to get hurt.all this while,aku terlampau senang fall in love that sometimes mereka sgt senang memijak.so from now onwards,u will see a new DANIA,apa yg orang nampak x semesti sama dgn apa dalam hati aku.so lantak lah apa kau orang nk ckp sbb aku tahu siapa diri aku.and aku rasa aku dah mula belajar untuk menjadi keras hati:)its bad but somehow its good.being dania is not easy.haha.
poyo lah pulak.banyak responsiblity but sometimes aku yang terlepas pandang.hrm.so u guys yang baca ni.i know blog aku banyak cerita pasal kesedihan and stuffs,tp only dkat sni la aku dpt luahkan apa yg aku rasa sejujurnya,thnkk for whom yang concern:)
ITS TOTALLY TRUE ABOUT EVRYTHING U'VE SAID.
AT THE END OF THE DAY,THE WORLD,ITS ONLY US
WE ONLY HAVE EACH OTHERS.
I'LL TRY TO CHANGE AND UNDERSTAND U.IM SORRY FOR THE MISTAKES IVE DONE.
I ADMIT IVE HURT YOUR FEELING.I DIDNT MEAN IT.
AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT I WOULD SACRIFICE MYSELF FOR YOU.
GIVE ME ANOTHER 10 YEARS TO PROVE TO YOU THAT THE SACRIFICE UVE MADE ALL THIS WHILE IS WORTH IT:)
P/S:mama,iloveyou
Thursday, April 15, 2010
shitnya:(
do i have made the right choice for me?
do i really want that kind of life?
am i willing to sacrife my entire life?
am i strong enough to deal with all those things?
now im a little bit confused,shesh.
unfortunately,there's no turning back.
God knows the best.just follow the flow
i hope i can find the way:(
do i really want that kind of life?
am i willing to sacrife my entire life?
am i strong enough to deal with all those things?
now im a little bit confused,shesh.
unfortunately,there's no turning back.
God knows the best.just follow the flow
i hope i can find the way:(
ABCDEFG
ahaha.weh2,apasal lama dah aku x dengar cerita pasl u.
ahha.ye la kan since dah ada new gf ni mcm biskut terus,
hilang tanpa khabar berita.haha.
well it's okay,i guess mmg friendship kita end up mcm ni pun
u're the one who was so coward,sumpa x penah jumpa org macm u.haha
plus.dgn sikap u yg annoying gla babs.haha.sakit hati je en.ahha.
well.u and ur life,and so do i.so.till we meet again oneday:)
before i menutup mata nk lah jugak jumpa u kan?:P
haha.bye2
ahha.ye la kan since dah ada new gf ni mcm biskut terus,
hilang tanpa khabar berita.haha.
well it's okay,i guess mmg friendship kita end up mcm ni pun
u're the one who was so coward,sumpa x penah jumpa org macm u.haha
plus.dgn sikap u yg annoying gla babs.haha.sakit hati je en.ahha.
well.u and ur life,and so do i.so.till we meet again oneday:)
before i menutup mata nk lah jugak jumpa u kan?:P
haha.bye2
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
just four of us:)
since its my blog.so i have the right to write anything i want.
i dont ask u guys to read because at the end of the day there's nothg u can do:)
hrm.until when we have to live up this way?until when that we have to be patient?
do we have to wait for the next 10 years?or maybe it's the destiny that we have to really accept?well i know no one can answer me.only God have the answer:)
so as long im still alive ive decided to just wait and see:)
i dont ask u guys to read because at the end of the day there's nothg u can do:)
hrm.until when we have to live up this way?until when that we have to be patient?
do we have to wait for the next 10 years?or maybe it's the destiny that we have to really accept?well i know no one can answer me.only God have the answer:)
so as long im still alive ive decided to just wait and see:)
Monday, April 12, 2010
nayzu gedik!
tada!okayh.since dia ni kan mcm request suruh i letak dkat blog ni.so i post kan la about this hot babe!er,haa.maken lama aku tgk kau makin hot doe.ahha.serious.aku jujur:)
hrm.okay.she's one of my bestie.she helps me a lot la,so i know like time school dulu.we cannot work out together kan?hee.i pun thgt that the frenship that we build will end up but it seem that kita boleh bertahan until now.so im grateful to have a friend like you:)im serious.when theres noone to listen to all my problems and craps.like sapa la nk dgr aku membebel mengumpat dan menggedik.but u are always there,thnks babe:)kau byk pegang rahsia aku,and pls simpan ketat2 taw.haha
well,pape pun i hope that bila kau dah beranak cucu pun,keep updating story pasal diri kau dkat aku lah ye:)
and i really hope u will get a boyfie as soon.i'll pray fr that:P
lastly.iloveyousomuch.duh.dah mcm lesbo pulak aku.hahah
sincerely,
si comel:)
MMZ
haha.okay.now i would like to introduce my new baby.ahha."baby" ni because he sleeps very early oh.ahha,but snce dia knal i,dia dah pandai tdo lambat.ahha.so pity him la kan:P
nak introduce nama ke?no la kan.figure it out la sndri.i mlas nk amik gamba laen so i letak je la gmba shisha u ni okay?ahha.err.since u jd follower i yg x sah,so i nak post la pasal u kali ni.ahha.well.THANKS,i was like sgt terharu oh.haa.i didn't expect u to kluar to just beli topup share dgn i.duh no one had ever did to me bfre:P
so mmg i igt u smpai mati ouh.haa.hiperbolanya i.tp this is sincerely from my heart taw:)hrm.don't worry i wont cll u "gila" sbb nnti u x nk share lgi dgn i.haha.hrm.well,lgi stu?dia ni sgt melayan crite2 i yg merepek and x logik.haha.well.lst night i didn't dream bout the baby.ni semua salah you la.sedih je i:(bila la i boleh jumpa dia lgi.u STOLE him ouh.haha.er.okay again i dah merepek:)
lastly i just wanna say its nice to know someone like you:)
sincerely,
dania:)
im done!
okay!thnx God.the interview was over.seriously mcm x percaya
and i can say the quests were quiet tough:)
but alhamdulillah i managed to answer the quests eventough soalan mcm tricky gla:(
but pape pun dah lepas.i just hope i cn get the scholar:)
hrm.the rest of u yg blum lgi.i can say u guys can do it.insyaallah:)
its all depends on ur answer.:)
hee.okay done with the interview part!
hrm.while waiting fr the reslt.hush.nak buat apa,
haish.boringnya.seem like i kena go through another lifeless month.
x sukanya.:(
feel like nak kerja.tp sni mcm fuck gla nak cri kerja.
i dah fed up.my mum sruh keja dkat KFC or McD.
eww.tanak la.jdi kuli je.haha
hbes tangan nnti.haha.
err.tgk la.mcm rasa waste je tahun ni.nk dkat bulan half year but i got nothg to do.:(
hrm.takan la keja shopping je.haha.
mcm anak raja pulak rasa.:)
hrm.whatever pun.i thnx God for everythg i got:)
and i can say the quests were quiet tough:)
but alhamdulillah i managed to answer the quests eventough soalan mcm tricky gla:(
but pape pun dah lepas.i just hope i cn get the scholar:)
hrm.the rest of u yg blum lgi.i can say u guys can do it.insyaallah:)
its all depends on ur answer.:)
hee.okay done with the interview part!
hrm.while waiting fr the reslt.hush.nak buat apa,
haish.boringnya.seem like i kena go through another lifeless month.
x sukanya.:(
feel like nak kerja.tp sni mcm fuck gla nak cri kerja.
i dah fed up.my mum sruh keja dkat KFC or McD.
eww.tanak la.jdi kuli je.haha
hbes tangan nnti.haha.
err.tgk la.mcm rasa waste je tahun ni.nk dkat bulan half year but i got nothg to do.:(
hrm.takan la keja shopping je.haha.
mcm anak raja pulak rasa.:)
hrm.whatever pun.i thnx God for everythg i got:)
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